Last night I did something that I haven’t in far too long: I sat in bed, with a hot cup of tea and a good book. Not only do I feel as though I haven’t been reading enough lately, but this city offers so much diversion that often times I need to make a firm effort to give myself some ‘me’ time.
I plucked Kurt Vonnegut’s A Man Without A Country from my bookshelf (currently full of books I have yet to read) and dove in. To be perfectly honest, I have read very little of Vonnegut’s work…okay, okay, I’ll rephrase that…I don’t think I’ve read any of Vonnegut’s work. This, my friends, is too bad, because I’m quickly becoming a fan, and wishing that my previous years had been filled (and potentially influenced) by his frank words.
One section in particular of the book pleased and resonated with me so much that I decided to fall asleep directly after – perhaps with the intention of letting it seep into my slumbering mind. It went something like this:
“If you want to really hurt your parents, and you don’t have the nerve to be gay, the least you can do is go into the arts. I’m not kidding. The arts are not a way to make a living. They are a very human way of making life more bearable. Practicing an art, no matter how well or badly, is a way to make your soul grow. Sing in the shower. Dance to the radio. Tell stories. Write a poem to a friend, even a lousy poem. Do it as well as you possibly can. You will get an enormous reward. You will have created something.”
This, here, makes so much sense to me (on numerous levels), and I’ll tell you why. I love life. I’m sure it has bunches to do with the way in which I was raised, the places I’ve lived and the experiences I’ve had, and my surroundings; however I think it would be a mistake to say that it didn’t have something to do with the fact that art has always been around me, it is in my bones and in what I do. Vonnegut, in the beginning of this particular book, speaks specifically about how much life sucks. We all have our ups and downs, by I have to imagine that at least some of the reason I’ve been scoffed at for my borderline naively positive outlook on life is because art has shaped the lens through which I look at the world. As Vonnegut says, art makes life more bearable, and feeds our soul.
Me caes bien, SeƱor Vonnegut, and I’m stoked to see what else you have in store for me.
Hasta la proxima, chicos












